Suicider

Why do I always drink cider when I know it's going to kill me the next day?And why do I think its acceptable to try on people's coats and hats at a house party?Especially in a really BIG nice house.I felt like I was in a hotel..There was even little shampoo/conditioner bottles on the side..I thought about putting them in my bag,Like my Nana does.But then I remembered I was in a house.And I've also told myself to behave next time at someone elses house.Maybe.Love forever,Kfedland x