Suicider

Why do I always drink cider when I know it's going to kill me the next day?
And why do I think its acceptable to try on people's coats and hats at a house party?
Especially in a really BIG nice house.
I felt like I was in a hotel..
There was even little shampoo/conditioner bottles on the side..
I thought about putting them in my bag,
Like my Nana does.
But then I remembered I was in a house.

And I've also told myself to behave next time at someone elses house.


Maybe.

Love forever,
Kfedland x