Spill it Sunday #5


I was going to bail on Spill it Sunday again, but after missing it last week I thought it best I do it! I don't even know if many people read this feature, or more so enjoy it?! But basically, I have made the effort of pausing Miami 7 (yes that's right the S Club 7 episodes!) to write this! I'm having a WICKED time. Eating jaffa cakes  - this time I have 65 to get through! Drinking tea, and having cuddles with dearly beloved Schmidt! Plus I'm searching online for these beaut of a shoes. I'm thinking with my Topshop dress for Mama Mcfred's partayyyy. I don't normally do leopard print. But I like. A lot.

When was the last time you cried?
Last night. I was watching The Snowman (thanks YT!) and it made me cry. It's not even sad.. But I cried, because I really wanted to be friends with the Snowman. He looks like great company. And I like his bald head too.
If you were on a desert island and had the choice of all Simpsons episodes ever made, OR the complete works of shakespeare for your entertainment, which one?
Possibly none.. BUT If I had to.. I'd have to say the Simpsons. I don't like them, but at least I could understand what's going on.
Whats the most expensive thing you've ever bought?
My rent?! Ha. Apart from that, I'd say my snowboard. It cost me a whoooper of £400. I was desperate for it last year, and could only order it in America. I literally rang around the whole of the UK in search for it! (cause I'm like that!) and on tracing one down, it cost me more than the American one! But I love it. And stroke it. A lot.
Tell us something about you that we don't know...
You will probably never see me with my hair up. And If you EVER did, then you won't get a photo out of me. It's literally one of the biggest problems to me. I love staring at how girls have styled their hair, in beautiful buns and WISH I could wear mine like this. But I just won't. Not ever. I can't really explain why I'm like this, but basically I worry that with my hair up, I look like a boy. You may laugh. You may compliment me. You may agree. But whatever your thoughts, I just won't accept it. For many school years I was bullied for being dark skinned, which meant, having visible hair, curly locks, and darker skin. But the worst part, was that I was bullied by boys, not girls. And I think boys are worse. Girls are just bitchy anyway, so you kinda accept it as jealousy or something.. But boys there are no excuse. And with this bullying, bought so many insecurities to me. I'm quite confident now, but I still think to this day that I will get mistaken for a guy. I'm conscious in a bikini. I hate my arm hair, and I constantly get my eyebrows waxed. All because of this. I should learn to let it go, but when a boy says hurtful things.. you carry them with you forever. 
And there we have it, something you possibly didn't know about me! I'll leave you with two cute photo's of little Schmidt! He's such an oddball he really is. And if he's not eating me or pooping on me, he's falling off his wheel. But I still love him.


40 comments

  1. Oh Scmidt. One day you will be mine. And yes! Boys are bitches. I have a mole above my upper lip and I used to get TORMENTED about it. And I will be forever self conscious of it. Those arseholes. On the plus side, you are a hottie and have a cute hamster and they are probably working at a co-op and trying to grow facial hair and their willies. xxx

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  2. ahhhhhh those bullies need a serious smack around the chops. you are absolutely wonderfully beautiful and even though this will not change your own opinion you should have loads of confidence cause youre a babe!
    also schmidt is CUTE

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  3. I am exactly like you, I will not ever ever ever be seen with my hair up. Never.
    Try and forget the bullies, no one should have to carry those memories round with them.
    & omg I haven't seen the Miami 7 series in so many years! Ahhh good memories! I had a bit of a crush on Bradley when I was little hehe...
    Jazz xo

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  4. Haha Miami 7.. that's a blast from the past! Hope your successful in your shoe quest, they are beauties! I love the ribbon on them. x

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  5. I love Schmidt!
    I was bullied by boys at school too :( No girls ever bullied me, only boys - and the reason they picked on me is because I was shy! SHY! Such arseholes. You are beautiful, and much better than they are, clearly!
    I loveee the shoesies, if only I could wear/walk in heels. xx

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  6. I'm not a fan of Simpsons but I would choose them too!

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  7. I got bullied in school for being flat chested by someone with smaller boobs than me?! Go figure. Also hate wearing my hair up- hate being that exposed but I do it on occasions! Schmidt's adorable- I've got a hamster called Tink and I'm sure she's not normal either aha x

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  8. I also don't understand shakespeare. Oh happy dagger? How is a dagger happy?!
    And boys are horrific creatures and I completley agree with you in that their comments stick. TWO boys at my school made comments on me having a "hairy back" (as if i'm telling you this) and it was something I'd never even noticed before, since then I've been really conscious of it despite my body hair being white! BOYS ARE DICKS

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  9. People took the mickey (why is that a phrase?) out of me for having hairy arms and sideburns, and I have really light irish skin and dark hair, not a great combo. I once cut my sideburns, which obviously made it look a whole lot worse. argh, kids are cruel. I too would choose the simpsons, If I was on a dessert island shakespeare would be too much like hard work!
    continue these posts! I like 'em! x

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  10. You probably won't believe it but you have NO REASON TO FEEL THAT WAY. Seriously, beauty is something every single one of us possesses. You are beautiful on the outside, and on the inside as well. You have a good heart and you're a kind person, and those are things those asshole bully boiz can never take away from you.


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  11. p.s. I was also bullied immensely - but I realized that it only made me stronger.

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  12. I know exactly how you feel! Boys bullied me too (in fact I saw the group of boys in town the other night and they still did it!) and it ruined school for me. I'm normally a pretty confident person but if I see them or think about them then I become a 14 year old crying in her bed again! Boys are so mean!

    On a lighter note, Schmidt is a little cutie! xx

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  13. Oh I hate bullies!! I think your beautiful! And its great that your talking about it to others :)
    I was bullied in year 7 & some of year 8 until I eventually moved to a new school... for being 'too skinny' and for pronouncing my words properly ( I was called posh)
    x

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  14. boys bullied me too :( I know exactly how you feel, I am still really insecure now :( xxx

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  15. I always want to be friends who him when I see it. I also always want to stroke his head too !

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  16. ugh I hate bullies,honestly nothing worse. You are a complete fitty in my eyes! The boys can stick it! These posts are one of the highlights of my Sunday!
    Sophie
    x

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  17. you are beautiful :)
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  18. Love that picture of you laughing. You look absolutely lovely. £400 for a snowboard sounds like a lot to someone who does no sport whatsoever but I've spent more than that on gadgets so I think you can rest easy.

    Laura x
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  19. Thanks Laura! To be fair, it's a lot for someone who DOES do the sport! But when I want something, I normally pay the stupid price with it too! HA!

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  20. Oh thanks Sophie. It's just one of those things! And bullying is awful.x

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  21. His head is SO shiny and perfect. And his cute little smile and button nose.

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  22. It seems boys bullied a lot of us.. And that's worse than girls!

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  23. boys SUCK! however I've had quite a few of the nasty boys who I went to school with try and add me on Facebook, rejecting them felt SO GOOD! xx

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  24. Oh Chelsea, It's awful isn't it. And even though it happened many years ago, you still always hold it in the back of your mind! I think you have a gorgeous figure!

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  25. They definitely can be really mean. Because girls always want to look nice for guys. Such a shame, they still do it now though! But yes, Schmidt is a little doll face.x

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  26. Thanks doll. People do say it to me, but however nice it is, it's still one of those things I just cannot block from my stoopid brain! Your words are so beautiful.x

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  27. Yeah I'm the same. I'm quite dark, and they always used to say about my arm hair.. And I'd never wear t-shirts! Paranoia gets the better of you! Love your questions Lauren you little legend!x

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  28. It's mental isn't it? You may know for a FACT yourself that you're fine, but one comment and your doubting it! Boys can definitely be dicks.x

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  29. That's harsh. And girls are so bitchy anyway, so you can kinda tell yourself their jealous! That's what I bet she was! Ha maybe Tink and Schmidt should hook up sometime!

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  30. It's lighter television!

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  31. For being shy? That's ridiculous. I bet it's cause they knew you wouldn't fight back. And that's when we feel the weakest. Such a shame.
    The shoes are gorgeous aren't they? I don't know how I'll walk in them either.. If I find them first!x

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  32. You should watch it.. AMAZING!

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  33. It's only acceptable if I am in my house, and it's greasy! Ocasionally family will see it up, but very very rarely!
    Haha Miami 7 is amazing! I was more for Paul I think! Although Rachel was my BFF! So I thought!

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  34. Oh Lucy, you doll. Such kind words. Big love to ya.x

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  35. HA! You know the funny thing? I think they are actually working at some form of supermarket! And here I am, with my hamster in tow.. tottering to work on a daily basis in my heels. With my own PEN! I made it in life.x

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  36. I bet it definitely did feel good! Because they look at us now, and think.. 'woah, she's changed'.. and so YEAH rejection is best!

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  37. Haha, you'll never see me with my hair up ever either! I can't pull it off at all.

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  38. My lovely Katy you are beautttiful. However I know (and not just because you said so) that it doesn't make a difference to how you feel yourself. However, I think you are beautiful and that is one more nice comment in the world <3

    Also. I want to cuddle that hamster!

    Sarah
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    xx

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  39. Yay! I remember Miami 7! *feelings of nostalgia come flooding back*
    Your hamster Schmidt is very cute and photogenic!
    You look very pretty and photogenic too! I love your top - you look so slim! I don't no what you're talking about food babies for when you've had one gestating for years like me! =P

    Merry Christmas!

    xx

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