I feel like a granny

Today I have felt like such an old lady!
I also think that I'm kinda like Benjamin Button.. And since I was little, I've always been a sleepy one.
And maybe when I'm older I shall be really HIP.
And trendy.
And party till the sun comes up!
Or maybe not.
Maybe I've just aged ridiculously fast!

The weather isn't really a friend of mine today.. Or anyday for that matter!
I had to pull out the big chunky knit for work because I was EXTREMELY cold.
And still sleepy!
Little N did ask me why I was wearing a coat today, in the Summer time.
Good question N!
I. Really. Don't. Know!

Chunky knit: Joe Brown. Top: New look. 

So, then tonight, I wrapped up warm for a few drinks with my friends!
In a forever 21 dress that I haven't worn for ages!
Possibly my birthday in Tignes.
Last year.
Wait I ended up out for an hour!
ANYWAY, I LOVE this dress.

Tonight I ended up heading out to join people on results night.
I don't really know why, considering I don't know anyone in education still.
School education.
Anyway, the queue was so crazy busy.
And this girl kept pushing into me.
And I hate people in my space.
I was totally freaking out.
Like such an old bag.
Partly because they were ALL towering over me.
And looking down at me, thinking:
"She aint got any chance of getting in.. she looks about 16!"
And then this other girl got in front of me.
And I swear she had forgotten her trousers!
She was pretty naked.
This definitely makes me feel like a granny.

I also had ONE cider tonight,
And I was stumbling home.
Ranting away.
Then I got carried to bed.
As though my legs wouldn't work.
Why does this happen?

However, my achievement today is a good story.
Possibly quite immature.
And not in the slightest an achievement!
So. My next door car parking neighbour ALWAYS parks so close to me.
That I struggle to get in the door.
Partly the ass problem too.
But mostly the lack of space.
And so today, I spent a good 15 minutes reversing into my spot.
The 15 minutes isn't an exageration.
Nor does this make me a shit driver.
Its just the parking spaces are very tight to get in and out of!
So. Literally once I had finally reversed... Very carefully not hitting his car.
Although. Tempted.
I was VERY pleased with this parking!
He, on the other hand isn't going to be.
I mega want to NOT move my car all weekend now.. because it was SUCH an effort and I cannot wait to see his face.
BUT I really don't fancy walking to work.
So looks like I've kinda lost a battle against myself already.
Boo.
This seems to happen regularly lately.

And for anyone who's even remotely interested..
I'm not the only one with 'decision making' problems!
Grazia magazine actually had a feature titled..
'Generation Undecided'!
I TOTALLY fall underthis.
So what's the next stage?
I don't know.

Can anyone help me decide it?

Love forever,
Kfedland x

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